Every person involved in the crypto sphere will for sure nod with head if I write that last year was absolutely crazy. I have experienced pumps in hundreds of % within hours, thousands of people trying to invest in our projects or simply use our trading desk, working late over and over again, running between the office and the university, satisfying neither of these two. Somehow, I managed to graduate and get promoted. How that happened, I am not sure.
Chapter IV.: Moving again…
Sooner or later it had to happen.
In Vaduz, Liechtenstein I have lived perfect life. At least for me. Uni wasn’t hard, I had a cool job, great people around me, time to travel and for other hobbies. I was convincing myself that my life really is perfect. Well, having a girlfriend or a dog would be great but one cannot have everything.
Five years.
Yesterday my friend told me that she just finished reading my blog which made me go through my old posts and I realized one thing. It’s been five years since I have came back from the states. Five years since the experience that changed my life forever.
Upside down
Once in a while there is this day. Day, when I feel alone, I feel like I fail everything, I feel like no one likes me and I try to convince myself that I don’t live needlessly.
Teleport.
I kinda realize that my life could be more fulfilled. I am super lazy person and it takes me a lot of effort to do anything. But whenever I see an air ticket I evolve into the beast. I have trouble with waking up, with focusing… but whenever I leave my comfort zone I change. It really doesn’t matter how I leave my comfort zone. I guess even if I built the tent couple of km from my dorm, the feeling of satisfaction would still come. And that’s something I live for. It helps me to understand myself better.
Back in Vaduz
I had an awesome summer and I wanted to write this post weeks ago but I simply didn’t have enough thoughts to share.
To somehow continue my last post, I have to describe my time in Prague. I loved it. I was super busy for a whole weekend and I enjoyed every single minute with people I value the most. At the end of my stay in Prague I finally met my friends from uni.li and we continued to my home town – Velke Pavlovice. And to be truly honest it was a never-ending party. I guess you all can imagine how it was in South Moravia, but if you need a hint: the morning wasn’t very nice.
Home. Again.
It is wonderful evening. I am sitting in our garden and smell the freshly picked apricots. The noise of singing birds is louder than the smooth music playing from the speaker. Our dog – Abigail is unusually calm. Maybe because it was way too warm day so even Abi is lazy. It is not summer like every other. I am the only child of my parents with permanent address still here in Velke Pavlovice. Other siblings moved out and have their kids or going to have some soon. I don’t have to spend all days in our apricot orchard as most of the harvest froze. And I feel how our lives changed in last years. Or maybe not changed. Developed. Developed describes it better.
First time.
Myslím, že nastal ten správný čas. Již od počátku studia v Lichtenštejnsku si pohrávám s myšlenkou, že bych měl začít psát anglicky. Jednak protože mám spoustu známých po celém světě a potom je tím důvodem angličtina samotná. Jsem zvyklý mluvit, dokážu se bavit o čemkoliv, ale psaní zkrátka není na takové úrovni, jak bych si představoval. A toto je jedinečná možnost jak si psaní jaksi procvičit. Tím také prosím o toleranci.
Don’t worry I am not going to share my first sexual experiences as you might think because of the title :). I named this post “First time.” Because it is actually first time I am writing a public article in English.